October 2011
2 posts
winter is coming
and im 20 lbs less then I was last winter. I need to find a cute, very warm, winter jacket. I don’t want to spend 200 dollars on a jacket, though, so I’m not sure I will find one. Everyone tells me to just gain weight but I cant just gain weight. I don’t view my body and food the way other people do. I’ve always been skinny, like 100 lbs or less skinny but this past year I...
i believe
it is important to believe in something. Whether you believe in the words in the Bible, Qu’an or Torah, or you believe in religion was put here to scare us; you cant keep your feet on the ground with out believing. Me? I believe in being the best person you can be every day, and giving when you have more then enough for yourself. I believe in your best efforts always being good enough, and...
September 2011
4 posts
my brain is consumed
by the news my mother decided to share with me on her birthday. It’s hard to talk about, but it’s all I ever think about. I grew up with my mother always being there and my father never caring. I’m almost 20 and my mom thought now would be the best time to tell me that man I grew up calling “dad” is more then likely not my father. I’m not mad at her and I think...
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“While I sleep, I dream of you, and when I wake, I long to hold you in my arms....”
– Nicholas Sparks, Nights in Rodanthe (via platea)
"maybe it was wrong of me
to think I could keep you. Maybe its the last few drinks taking over my mouth and all I’ve been thinking. I want you to know I’ll be fine here without you, but I cant get myself to lie to you.” - Every Avenue ; Between you and I
That songs been on repeat for about an hour. The part above reminds me so much of Joe. Why do I think we can make this work being a thousand miles...
this is me.
Lately I’ve been struggling to figure out who I am, or more so who I want to be. I’ll be 20 in two months and since I graduated high school I haven’t done much with my life. Besides losing my job and then getting an even worse one I’d say my life is exactly how it was. Oh, except for one minor detail: my sister is now pregnant. That’s right, I’m going to be an...