19 9 / 2011
“maybe it was wrong of me
to think I could keep you. Maybe its the last few drinks taking over my mouth and all I’ve been thinking. I want you to know I’ll be fine here without you, but I cant get myself to lie to you.” - Every Avenue ; Between you and I
That songs been on repeat for about an hour. The part above reminds me so much of Joe. Why do I think we can make this work being a thousand miles apart? Why do I think I can keep his attention? Why am I so selfish that I want too? He needs to feel loved and I want to make him feel loved, I want to make him feel like the most important person in the world because he is to me, but I know that its hard to know someone truly loves you without that physical relationship. I want to touch him, and hold him, and let him feel my energy. I want to take in all of his negative energy and replace it with positive vibes. I do love him, more then anything. He has come to mean so much to me so fast. I just hope the day comes where I can show him in a physical way what he means to me before he finds someone close who can…
